Life is unfair

2009-01-01T12:06:00.002+08:00

Today is 2009, a new year for me....i have a list of resolutions to make......

- to get in new working environment, a better place..
- be nice to my family often
- a change in me....
- good health
- must pamper myself more
- spend wisely
- more cash in my account
- stop making a frowning look to others

This is all i have....

Thats all~~~~

2008-11-12T23:17:00.006+08:00

Sim asked me what is his definition of ''beautiful'' ?

I found a quote that link to what he told me...it matches beautifully.....

''The best and most beautiful thing in life cannot be seen, not touched, but are felt in the heart''

Helen Keller

That all~~~

2008-11-06T18:24:00.004+08:00

Crucial moment for you

wish u could sit down and think those happy moments u had it last time.

Miracles do happen.

I dont wish to receive any calls from them , saying that you are breathless.

I might not able to take it,

although i could foresee the day, some dramatic imagination goes through my mind,

but i dont wish to

Daze during worktime,

sleepless nights

trying to think some solution to change your mind

At this time,

you need alot of love, support and concern from your brother, sis in law, 3 kids and some friends..

So am i.....

Thats all~~~

2008-10-30T09:23:00.002+08:00

Well, i feel that this recent recession affected us badly. Everything needs to scrimp. People are getting lesser on the street, from what i seen. Inflation too.... everthing not cheap as before. For example, the bus fare increases to 3 to 4 cents, that is alot. Money still insufficient....

The worse is coming.......

My sister asked my mum why she didnt want to work and she replied ' oh, yr nephew so young, who's going to look after him...and your dad wont like it if i'm working outside .'

Currently my dad is not working. He dont like because he was a boss himself 2 years ago at his hawker stall selling soya drink and he just cant put down his narrow-minded mind. Example if my mum is working, he will think that oh this is so disgrace..His friends recommended him to be a cab driver and he says 'NO'...due to his backache, he cant sit for too long. So what about driving instructor, a 'NO' from him again because he wont have the patient to teach. Sometimes, i have no ideas what he think about. Even my future brother in law agreed with me too . This cannot there cannot.... I feels so upset because of this problem.

Like i said..money still insufficient....

Hope that my dad will change his boss-minded and narrow-minded TO open-minded.....very soon.....

Thats all ~~~

2008-09-18T20:54:00.002+08:00

I was very amazed when i watched the Paralympics. The contestents were so determined despite they were disabled.

Keep it up !!!!!

Thats all ~~~

2008-09-11T11:53:00.018+08:00

My Birthday Bash

6th Sept

drinking waterfall....yucks !!

gary was puking.....

adnormal ?

party aftermath

shareholders.....

i'm so diva.....

*next in line will be gary sim weiling, his 20th birthday...!!!!

finally, i got what i want
Thank you everyone........it just more than words

a night to remember.....

Thats all~~~~

2008-09-01T23:03:00.003+08:00

I want chocolate cake for my birthday.......

prefers Bakerin, Awfully, Patissier, Rive

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*oh dear, i'm aging...

Aging soon on Sept 6

oops.....

Thats all ~~~

2008-08-28T08:46:00.003+08:00

Whenever i listen to Mariah Carey (bye bye), i just couldnt control my tears . I always like to imagine the worst case scenario. Imagine someone who was so dear to you that he /she passed away under some circumstances, a part of you is gone, activites will not be the same again, how you wish to turn back the time, how you wish to exchange half of your lifetime to them, you will miss them greatly. I really cant imagine myself in this scenario....

Generally, you will be in daze, loss of appetite, not being yourself, emotional, isolate yourself, illusion, worst of all : self mutilation...They needs all their friends and families support. Surely you have to carry on with your life but it is not easy.

( it wont be the same again.....)

害怕......

Thats all ~~~

2008-08-18T23:17:00.017+08:00

Frankie's bday @ kukup

aug 16-17

mogu vs volka

wind of goddess.......

Though it was a short trip, i enjoyed even though it was my first trip with them. It was a beautiful trip BUT the sea was the dirtiest i had ever seen ...!!!! haha....

Looking forward the next trip......

* still thinking what to do for my bday 69.....sigh.....

Thats all ~~~

2008-08-15T19:13:00.002+08:00

August 15, 2008

I cant believed what i heard. Never knew it would happened.
I was devastated.
The feelings i had, totally like everything in pieces, loss for words......

All i know is to watch, take care, stand by for until........it will never be the same again.......No matter how tough it is, will go through together.....*tears

Devastated........

2008-07-28T11:10:00.013+08:00

Fun day @ Zoo

27 July

took this pic because of the guy

wearing black

looks so proud

jaguar

one family !!

cindy

sim weiling

sim weiling & jefferson

jefferson with elephants behind

a lazy kangaroo after lunch

errr... some mixtures of peacock or ostrich ?

white tigers are waiting

impatiently for their lunch

farewell to jevon, to sweden

Thats all ~~~

2008-07-15T11:22:00.007+08:00

Cafe Del Mal @ Sentosa

1st time been to this place, beautiful people around especially they had this swimming pool, but there is no different from other beaches. Before we reached here, we were driving around sentosa practically for an hour looking for this place. By the time we reached, half of our ''excitment mode'' goes to the air. The sun wasnt strong enough for me, a pity.....

Eventually, we took some pictures and sun tanning....

the pool...

this face ?

having our milkshakes

the camwhores

jefferson doing his stuffs

me__jefferson__gary

have a bite, anyone ?

Next beach, KM8......

Thats all ~~~

2008-07-10T11:32:00.005+08:00

July 2 @ Zouk

mambo

Gary n Vivian

Vivian n Jay

la la la la la la la ..................

Our once a month to Zouk.....

Thats all~~~

2008-06-05T13:27:00.013+08:00

Dedicate this song

to Gary and his late mum

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When will you be home?" she asks

as we watch the planes take off

We both know we have no clear answer

to where my dreams may lead

She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled

As a child, she was my world

And now to let me go, I know she bleeds

and yet she says to me

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*You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be praying every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

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Autumn leaves fell into spring time and

Silver-painted hair

Daddy called one evening saying

"We need you. Please come back"

When I saw her laying in her bed

Fragile as a child

Pale just like an angel taking flight

I held her as I cried

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*You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be praying every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

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Too sudden for everyone but it just happened around us. Hoping gary, be strong, answer your mum's wishes, do whatever u want to do in future. I'm sure your mum will be keeping an eye on you and all of us will be watching you too. I learned something :

Just live life to the fullest each day. Leave no regrets if that day really comes.

Thats all ~~~~

2008-05-22T13:28:00.002+08:00

Like a hamburger.....

Sometimes, i'm in a difficult position. I have to balance myself between my staffs and my manager. They are my friends and colleagues. Dilemma isnt it ? I have to place good interests to both and have to be positive and neutral. Avoid favouritism. Maybe that is what HR LINE is all about.

I felt that there's something wrong in our company, lack of strong leadership. Yup, i'm saying about my manager. Yes, he's a nice person yet too good to be bully. Now some of my colleagues had gone too far, examples : It is mandatory to wear black but still some even wears grey or blue black. Off day is not allowed to change. I do think that my manager need to be decisive. Yes or No answer. Sigh...... when he come back, i'm going to ask him to hold a meeting.

Thats all ~~~

2008-05-08T14:01:00.002+08:00

Your answers suggest you are a Nurturer

Summary of Nurturers :
Care for the important people in their lives
Strive for harmony and avoid confrontation
Think of themselves as gentle, conscientious, and mature
May have trouble making decisions that could hurt others

More about Nurturers
Nurturers are quiet people who believe in order and diligently look after the people they care about. They focus on the needs of others and establish routines to help them meet their commitments.
Nurturers are the most likely group to say they prefer a job where the same thing happens every day, according to a UK survey.

Nurturers remember details that are important to them, such as their friends' birthdays and anniversaries. People with this personality type value others' feelings and may challenge behaviour they think is insensitive.
In situations where they can't use their talents or are unappreciated, Nurturers may feel bitter and seek support by complaining to their colleagues. Under extreme stress, Nurturers may become preoccupied with the worst possible outcome and believe that they are heading for disaster.

Because they are so caring and loyal, Nurturers run the risk of being taken advantage of.

a personality test from a website.....
*well, partially quite true about me

Thats all~~~

2008-05-07T21:42:00.002+08:00

Read one of the forum (flowerpod) came across this kitten being abused news. I dont know why this kind of evil person still exist, they were just so evil. Nothing to do at home, they turned to abuse these cute kittens. *WTF*. This kind of person should just better be dead. No wonder Earth Disasters fall upon humans these days. ANIMAL ABUSERS !!!!!

These kittens are so young and defenseless. I saw the photos. Now left only the mother and 1 kitten, two kittens are dead. The kitten then went to the dead sibling's body & it starting licking on the ears.......... it also used its paws to touch the lifeless body......Why don't animals deserve the right to live or have rights as we do? Kinda upset me. May this abuser sleep in jail

~Animals have the right to live~

to be treated humanely by everyone

Thats all~~~

2008-05-05T10:40:00.004+08:00

Mambo @ Zouk

april 30

3am, i was drunk...... ( i hate you, tequila !!! )
Loves mambo......

Thats all ~~~

2008-04-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

It's a very sunny day.....

Just when , and when was it, for another sun tanning for me ?

*****I just simply hate working on weekends and public holidays..

Thats all~~~

2008-04-24T09:14:00.009+08:00

Realize by Colbie Caillat

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[V1:] Take time to realize,

That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.

Take time to realize,

That I am on your side

Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,

No it's never gonna be that simple

No I cant spell it out for you

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[C:] If you just realize what I just realized,

Then we'd be perfect for each other

And will never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder if

We missed out on each other now.

_______________________________________________________

[V2:] Take time to realize

Oh-oh I'm on your side

Didn't I, didn't I tell you.

Take time to realize

This all can pass you by..

Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,

No its never gonna be that simple

No I can't spell it out for you.

[ chores ]

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[V3:] It's not always the same

No it's never the same

If you don't feel it to.

If you meet me half way

If you would meet me half way.

It could be the same for you

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[C:] If you just realized what I just realized

Then we'd be perfect for each other

Then we'd never find another

Just realized what I just realized

We'd never have to wonder

Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now

Anyway, a nice song to post up here.

Oh, have you ever notice that in friendster or facebook, some strangers will message to you a long essay. Here how it goes : hi, my name is xxxx, in my late 20s or 30s now. Currently working in xxx company. Would like to know you more ? What is your msn, bah bah bah. Well, he thinks this essay will impressed me, too bad, i will not. Whatever i came across this situation, i will just simply move my mouse to the '' delete '' and click. Causing annoyance to me.....

Thats all~~~

2008-04-23T21:18:00.002+08:00

Gone......

Yesterday, my mum told us that a kitten had passed away. I looked at my sister and said ''sigh....another sad case.....'' Inside the mother's eyes, i do feel the sadness in it. The kitten was buried near my block and some uncles offered some joss sticks for the kitten.

Thats all~~~

2008-04-07T22:52:00.008+08:00

Singapore Fashion Festival

It was really awesome !!! Many celebrities and socialites around and they were all very gorgeous.

Thats all~~~

2008-04-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

The 2 photos above are captured at Singapore Fashion Festival - by Ashley Isham. Some models are so gorgeous. I was like wow !!! That was so spectacular......( thanks gary )

Past few weeks, i've been quite busy with my work and studies ( hate assignment !! ) , now will be focusing on my exam. My lecturer gave us lots of hints ( hahaha ), will be grade better than the previous. I applied leave on this coming sunday intentionally just beccause i want to study.

Aim for the best......

Thats all ~~~

2008-03-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Those rain spells cast on us for weeks. And i had really enough........

I'm craving for sun tanning !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thats all ~~~

2008-02-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

空虚 - Emptiness

How do you feel about this word ?
Do you always feel emptiness ?
What do you do to avoid it ?

Eventually, you will be giving yourself some pleasure, to release

This is not the solution. Or there might be something else......
At the end of the day, emptiness will come back to you and once again you're lonely. Just because you need someone to be there for you. You are seeking for it. You are good enough to find a partner. Maybe, there's something that hold you back. Apparently, seem like quite hard to find a '' perfect one " in this world. Yup, nobody is a perfectionist. I'm just clueless.....Well, i believe that not for now, but in future, i'm sure that someone will be there for you

* Dedicated to YOU *

Thats all ~~~

2008-02-10T10:52:00.000+08:00

My CNY holiday is going to be over. I think that this year CNY is quite moody. Anyway last few nights, we were having much fun.......

Thats all ~~~

2008-02-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Well, just came back from school ( SHRI, Sinagpore Human Resourse Institute ). Taking up the Basic in HRM. I was like almost a decade that i never study. I had to remember those laws and rules, definition of this and that. It was interesting....!!

Thats all~~~

2008-01-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the morning, i switched on my computer, looked at the screen, it flashed www.msn.com. I was shocked to see the news : Heath Ledger found dead in NYC at age 28. This guy acted in the movie Brokeback Mountain. This is really sad. Life is really unpredictable.......

Then i was reading Her World magazine, i was happened to browse through one exclusive story '' He was there for me " Her story is about, she went from a young wife to a full time nurse to her dying husband. Her hubby diagnosed with a terminal disease. ( It is the failure of the respiratory system that ultimately leads to death ) She went to find all informations in order to helped her hubby, even though it was exhausted ...His hubby forced her to listed down of what to do should he stop breathing. On his wife's birthday, he went online to buy her a prada bag as he was on the wheelchair. She said - ''it was painful to go through his deterioration, not able to drive, to be fed, using a wheelchair and we chose his obituary photograph, clothes to wear in the coffin so that i didnt have to deal with many things alone.''

As time goes by, his hubby died in the arms of his wife. I couldnt helped it, i cried while i was reading this. A very touching story.....

Thats all ~~~

2008-01-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Those days......

This morning, i watched this old SBC drama ( in the 80s ). It came to realise that, in those days, their fashion was terrible. For women- long skirt, big size t-shirt, tuck in, thick hair, high fringe, huge earrings etc..... For men- shorts wear it high, thick hair too etc..... I was like '' lol '' .....!!! I went to my room and told my sister about it. Both of us were laughing. I even imitated how they dressed up. Haa...that was crazy!! Back to my mind, from the 80s to now, there's much more better now..... bless us.........

Thats all~~~

2008-01-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

Many of my friends told me '' when u going to get yourself a boyfriend..? '' I was like '' Duh ''.....Haha....Yup, i couldnt commit myself into relationship because i have no time for them, focus on my studies first.

Frankly speaking, i do get lonely but it will get over soon. Seriously, i dont really care about whether i'm married or not, it doesnt bother me. Call me a weirdo......As long as, with my friends and family around me, i will be content ...yup

Thats all ~~~

2008-01-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

Pissed off...

Yesterday, i was quite pissed off with my colleague. The reason why is because, yes , she was our so called top stylist. Whenever she's very busy, of course, we will help her. For me, i will get commission from her while others wont because they are hairstylists too. We had 2 assistants . Time goes by, we helped her again and again for almost everyday. Not that we dont want to help her, is that we are exhausted to help.....Soon, we all have the same expression in our face.

The main reason - she always had her appointment super full. She will squeeze in her customers even though it was full. *** if you cant handle too many, just asked them to come another day, we are not like you made of steel......

She always think of herself but not others. She always concern about her sales. She always want to be top. She is selfish. But i feel like customers being gun point at their heads to do color or rebond....in order to hit sales.......!! I personally think that she needs to reflect on herself if not she will lose what she have. Like i said to them, she was too greedy for it. Anyway, i need to report to salon manager for the sake of others.

There is a saying goes : A bird in the hand is worth two in the bush

Thats all~~~

2007-12-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

It was the worst christmas party i ever had - with no countdown and the songs they played sucks.......Quite disappointed......

Thats all~~~

2007-12-20T22:22:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming.....

Hate it when i had to work during christmas...sigh !!! This year christmas, not much of exciting events. Will be working and out with friends - I guess dark rings will be soon appear around my eyes....

Hmmmm......
From my window, somehow, i wish i can catch a glimpse of the snow falling from the sky....

Thats all~~~~

2007-12-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

Down with slight fever and sore throat . I guess i asked for it....Now i understand how is it to feel like being mute....

Thats all~~~

2007-12-13T14:57:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 6.30am, in order to wake gary up * sigh *
Around 9 plus, i went to gym
11 am, return books to the library. Being curious, i walked into the library, browse through those HR books for my studies next year and none of them i understand...eventually i borrowed 2 books - The Myth Of Tomorrow and Chicken Soup For The Golden Soul.

Going to town with gary for our christmas feast..hehe

Anyway, this is the new layout for my blog, is it nice ?

Thats all ~~~

2007-12-11T11:05:00.000+08:00

In the memory of

'' xiao yan zi ''

(2000-2007)

She is a stray cat. She know that my dad dislike her and she is willing to risk it, just because she wanted to get her food. She know that i will give it to her no matter what

She always on time when she feel hungry. She always sitting on the floor just outside my door waiting patiently for her food. In the morning, when i opened my door, she just purred at me softly and then i will gave her some food. When she's full, she will lie down, let the sun shine on her

Few months ago, she seldom come up for her food and seldom see her downstairs ...

Last night, i heard from my sister that she passed away. Those uncles never told us in full details.

I still have a packet of cat food with me .....And i never get a chance to feed her in her last moments.................

Thats all ~~~

2007-11-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

One minute of silence.....

Really saddened by the dragon boat tragedy, though i dont even know any one of them. As i read the newspapers and one of the victim's blog, tears flooded my eyes. It just happened overnight... ....so young and talented and one of them is my colleague's customer......It was a great loss for the families and as well for the national team.

Deepest Condolences...............

Thats all~~~

2007-11-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

Cute Little ones

I love cats when i was young. Cant take my eyes off them. They are simply so adorable, especially their innocence looks. Some people just dislikes them because they were such a nuisance and dirty. Hey, come on, cats do clean themselves and do its own routine. They licked its fur, roll on the floor to get attention etc.....Animals and humans are the same kinds. They need to be loved, pampered... like humans..! I hate people just so cold blooded. They tortured cats- these people just dont feel anything. Put it another way round, definitely they will feel it ...!! Down below are my ''residents'' pictures -

love it when the cat folded its arm

Type of breed- Ginger

Fattest of all

Type of breed-tortoise shell

The perfect i have ever seen

Thats all ~~~

2007-11-11T00:44:00.000+08:00

Emo Season...

Ever since then, what makes me became so emo ? **Clueless**
Guess i inherit one of those genes from my friends....haha...Sometimes, it is good to emo for once to shout everything out...if not, you will hurt yourself eventually...yup !!

For the past few days, stories had been told to my ears. It just lingered in my mind, i just listened to them. I felt so helpless because i'm not good at console people but i will try to...From what i heard -

Friends for few years, betrayed you. Decent from outside, never know inside you're this kind..!! This kind of person just f***k off.

Another tragedy- love u more than himself but you just turned it into ash overnight. Its hurt !! I will say no more. Be strong and lastly tell yourself- NEVER AGAIN !!!!!!!

For all i know, victims will be blessed !!!!

Thats all~~~~

2007-11-08T14:55:00.000+08:00

I get very pissed off when they were late and keep me waiting. I just cant tolerate people who are late * especially for more than 30 mins
This is me.

I get very pissed off when they cant be firm on their time * keep on changing their time
This is me.

I get very pissed off when they cancel the whole meeting in last minute.
This is me.

Time is precious........

Thats all~~~

2007-11-01T00:02:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my dearest Gary Sim Wei Ling. Big boy wor.....One more year, you are going to join our 20's club, LOL. Me, your jie going to say '' live your life with the fullest and strong not fragile''

Now, this is my personal thoughts and may be very straight forward, so i'm writing down here from the beginning :

25 oct- disaster from the start, on the eve of the chalet '' HAVE U EVER THINK OF HIM '' '' DO U HAVE ANY MOTIVE OR SOMETHING '' '' U KNOW U'RE NOT READY AND U MADE SPARKS, EVENTUALLY THERE'S FIRE '' '' OR CANT U WAIT AFTER HIS BIRTHDAY OR SOMETHING ''

Not ready ! Why must be together in the first place and hurting him in the end. If you told from the start, this would not be happen. These 2 days at chalet, i was like attending funeral (* sorry. touchwood ) because sadness in the air. It really hurts me a lot when i saw gary's weeping face. I sat with him, looking at the sky. Hatred felt inside my heart. I know him for nearly 1 year, that is the face i ever saw. Eversince the damage is done, is not going to pay anything with it,( not even your life !! ) because u made this scar and pinned inside his memory for life. I will remember this.

Thats all ~~~~

2007-10-08T10:14:00.000+08:00

1) Already past september, the month of my birthday, i'm still like '' hmmm, i'm not really that happy.'' Is like plans did not goes well smoothly. Maybe i'm not good host, well.....Hopefully, my next birthday will be a fabulous one. But i do appreciated for all my dear friends with me at that time. Next coming up birthday............Gary sim weiling..!!!! Busy working on his birthday bash.....

2) Last saturday, Resident Evil 3 : Extinction was great. There was one scene that alice using her power to eliminate those infected crows AND that was unbelievable. I was like '' WOW ''
She became so powerful than ever. Apparently had to wait for its forth installment.

Thats all ~~~~

2007-09-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

A song to share.....

Natasha Bedingfield

Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though'

cos someone's bound to hear my cry

Speak out if you do

You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable

Is already in my life?

Right in front of me

Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end

How do I find the perfect fit

There's enough for everyone

But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

*Most relationships seem so transitory

They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Who knows how to love you without being told

Somebody tell me why I'm on my own

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Thats all~~~

2007-09-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

When boys become men......

FIRST TIME TO PULAU TEKONG...!!!!!!!! So excited, never been there in my life. Em....actually is to accompany gary for his BMT . Firstly, the officer will show us around to the canteen, swimming pool, medical centre and etc. Secondly, to the auditorium for oath-taking ceremony. Lastly, lunch time, their chef had prepared western food for us. When i received my food, i was like ''OMG''. Though i was hungry, when i look again, feel like vomiting. Proportion too big....haha. Once again, he'll be out in 5 days time.....(apparently quite a number of hunks)

Thats all~~~

2007-09-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

September should be an exciting month for me, but somehow it seem like i was a bit down recently. Showing black face, lose my cool, daze . I dont really no what hit me. Felt so helpless. Hope not going to breakdown because i dont no what's going on and i'm totally clueless. Guess i'm going to have retail therapy on one of my leave, to the beach......

Thats all ~~~

2007-08-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

Watched Ratatouille with gary this afternoon, it was funny and cute. Remy the rat and his loves for good food really impress me. Everything looks so real. Pixar really did a good job....thumbs up !!!!

Thats all~~~

2007-08-28T10:32:00.000+08:00

Was in a very foul mood yesterday, because someone made me hot.!!! That day, on the spot, i wanted to scream at him. But i wouldnt.....too hot that i burst out into tears and went home. No mood to work, but thanks to danny, bought me an oreo cheesecake and it brighten me up a little.

Cooling off...

Coming up next...... my early birthday celebration @ St James on Sept 2

Thats all~~~~

2007-08-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

'On The Side of Me'

By Corrinne May

I'm not the easiest person to love

I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be

on the side of me

Yet you choose to be on the side of me

on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things

I've done in my life

The skeletons in my closet

Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be

on the side of me

Blessed Charity

You're on the side of me

on the side of me

Cos everyone needs a friend to hold when it's cold outside

and there's no place to go

Everyone needs a friend to hold

all alone I cried

there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared

but you

I'm not the easiest person to love

But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth'

Cause you choose to be on the side of me

on the side of me

What a mystery

You're on the side of me

on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold

when it's cold outside

and there's no place to go

Everyone needs a friend to hold

all alone I cried

there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared

Nobody cared

But you...

Yeah you choose to be

on the side of me

Something to share.....Another masterpiece by corrinne may. She got such a beautiful voice. Simply loves her songs..!

Thats all~~~~

2007-08-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Recovering my fever today as i got it last wednesday. It was like hell.....Fall on my off day, i had to stay at home resting.....sighz.......

Countdown to Sept 6...........

Thats all ~~~~~

2007-08-16T21:27:00.000+08:00

Cheesy Affair

Hold on.......This pic was taken at Centrepoint pizza's hut. Yes....we ordered this cheesy fondue set and Sweet 'n' Spicy Drumlets. The cheese was thick, is like i was eating a piece of cheese( taste like ...it can be bought in cold storage ) I personally think that they should use those Nacho , that kind of cheese, it could be delicious. Absolutely cheesy..!! Haha...After all, we left a few pieces on the pan...!!

Thats all~~~

2007-08-10T01:09:00.001+08:00

Went out with roger to catch movie. We were watching 881 the movie, is about The Papaya sisters who are two childhood friends and they become very famous ! Very entertaining, touching and funny. Their costumes were gorgeous. i'm much more understand the life of a getai singer.....really worth my bucks....

Later we went to watch fireworks at esplanade. Waited for almost 2 hours for it and finally .

It was so pretty !!!!

Thats all~~~

2007-08-09T11:14:00.001+08:00

Last night

youming n me

tom me jeremy

Hangover indeed..!!

Inside my house, walking to my bathroom, took out my contact lens. I looked at myself in the mirror and i saw someone else , is just not me....emo, unstable, tears flowing , mummy saw me, i couldnt tell her why, i'm forced to hide.......i wished to tell her but i couldnt...Sadly, i just told her i'm alright. And she walked away , there goes my tears again....FELT SO DIRTY....My thoughts, where am i ? what am i doing recently ? When will my reflection show.... Who I am inside ? Just feel so uneasy......

Thats all~~~

2007-08-07T11:14:00.000+08:00

Photos taken from Play n St James

hold on~~~~

so windy

with alex

all~~

2007-07-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

Last night, Fabulous Sunday was great. The show was the best i had ever seen. Lots of cute Hunks...!!!! HAHAHA ....We took quite a number of photos....It was a wild night for us and i was a bit of hangover......*dam long island tea !!!!! oops !

Thats all~~~

2007-07-26T16:22:00.000+08:00

Had a fun time with Eugene my nephew. Design his new hairsyle. Seriously i do not know the art of hair cutting, i just goes whatever whats on my mind. And it turnout great !!

eugene took this shot

new hairstyle

Was out to Zouk last night with jimmy, danny then meet byrant over there. Practically for 8 months, i had not been to Zouk. Jimmy and i were like lost in there ...hahaha. When we went in, it was so packed....! We cant find any familiar faces, stand there. We were looking around hoping to find our friends. Finally, saw HonG...more and more faces showing..!!! Went to Phuture too. Tell u, inside was like a ton of sandines swimming in a small pool. You cant move and people pushed you, so irritating. I heard those girls shouting $%^&%$# . WTH...pretty but TOTALLY UNGLAMOUROUS. We went back to the main, i'm quite surprise that its played one of the national day song..''we are singapore'' we just sang along, dancing, watching people dancing with their hands signaling. **stunned**

At this moment, I do finally understand what is square roots all about ... LOL

Thats all ~~~

2007-07-24T11:37:00.000+08:00

Never Again
by

Kelly Clarkson

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green

I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me

I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well

Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter'

Cos I knew what you'd say

Give me that Sunday school answer

Try and make it all OK

[Chorus]

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

It was you, who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know

You knew exactly what you would do

And don't say, you simply lost your way

She may believe you but I never will

Never again

If she really knows the truth, she deserves you

A trophy wife, oh how cute

Ignorance is bliss

But when your day comes, and he's through with you

And he'll be through with you

You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter

You couldn't say it right to my face

Give me that Sunday school answer

Repent yourself away

[Chorus]

Does it hurt to know I'll never be there

Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere

It was you, who chose to end it like you did

I was the last to know

You knew exactly what you would do

And don't say, you simply lost your way

They may believe you but I never will

Never again

[Bridge]

Never again will I hear you

Never again will I miss you

Never again will I fall to you

Never

Never again will I kiss you

Never again will I want to

Never again will I love you

Never

(I simply loves this lyrics)

2007-07-23T23:24:00.001+08:00

Photos taken on friday & saturday

@ Play n Taboo

(more pics coming up !!)

Well......Wet climate recently. Its changes everyday. And so i am.....just having a bad mood swings recently. I just dont understand myself, when something upset, provoked me . My face can be totally black throughout the day. I might vent my anger on someone but....it depend who was it ..End up often suffered a breakdown....hee !

Thats all~~~

2007-07-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

My DKNY apple

Delicious!!!!

Thats all~~~

2007-07-20T00:02:00.000+08:00

Lust, Love and Friendship

Which one do you choose ?

Just watched a drama called Love Stories on channel 5. About 3 good friends

One is looking for love, finally she found it...One was betrayed by her boyfriend because she caught her boyfriend having fling with her good friend. Until he got her pregnant. End up aborting it. There's no more trust in these 2 friends until 2 years later.

(a bit off topic)

Well, although this is just acting, but its just happened around me. Like some people do really need a companion beside them. *not friendship kind .Lack of love . Those love !! Some are just waiting for an answer, wait and wait, disappointed or failure relationships. They will feel envy when they see couples were lovely. In their minds, when will this happened to me. Happiness will comes when the time is right. Still, there's something inside them but dont really know. Anger, Sadness, Depression or Happiness ? They just keep everything inside and moves on with a cheerful face like everything is beautiful and this is called a time bomb
Last words :

Always look on bright side of your life .....

Thats all~~~

2007-07-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Cheapo.....!!

Whenever we serve customers, no matter how these customers makes u impatient, they are unreasonable or whatever, we must endure right....! ( feel like slapping their face ) We have our rights too...!

But, there are some unreasonable customers who makes your life difficult. Today it does happened to my colleague. Story goes like this...... This customer called up said that on monday she came back to recolor her hair because it was not nicely done previously. Fine, we do it for her and what happened today..... her friend called up complaint that her friend's hair was burned ! ( i was like '' WTH '' do u know what is like when your hair burned ) Claiming that she was a hairstylist before, hahaha...! And asking for a refund of $193 bucks....

An hour later, she came back with her 3 friends. So i asked my manager to have a look. From far, i can see her hair was not so called ''burn''. She flip up her friend's hair and nagged'' see , burned already...!'' Only some of the highlight parts dry only and u called it burned, just trimmed away will do. You know what she said '' i dont want to do anything from your salon, i'm asking for a refund...!! Fine .....we refund u...She got the money . And walk away with a evil smile....I dont see anything wrong with her hair.

She just wanted a free hairdo, thats all..

We dont want you as our customer......

Thats all~~~

2007-07-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Photos taken from Fabulous Sunday

Was fun last night...

steven me pamela

.... me roger winson (booo)

ian me gary

roger me gary

Thats all~~~

2007-07-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

Dramatic scene @ Orchard

Went out with roger this afternoon to orchard for shopping. We walked the whole far east plaza and there's nothing to buy. So we went out for a puff. I have it halfway, i realised there's something wrong with me. I just told roger that i need to get some drinks. When i'm done with my drinks, my vision get blurred.

As i was walking towards roger, i said'' roger, i cant make it, headache !'' Then i just leaned against the wall, holding my drinks and black out. When i regain conscious, i was sitting on the floor, drinks spilled on the floor, my legs and dress partially wet. Roger held me up to the seat, buying sweets, hot tea and feng you . ( lack of glucose )

He was stunned because this is the first time he ever encounter such things. Thanks roger for helping me if not i will be sleeping in SGH....LOL . . . . OMG, cant imagine i fainted at orchard !!! And making jimmy and gary worried.

After resting, we continued our shopping....Hahaha...... I bought a pair of shoes and roger bought a hat.

Later, meet jimmy dear to catch Harry Potter at Cine. 2 hrs 15 mins for this movie. I like the part where they used their magic. Actually is my first time watching Harry Potter but i know what is all about.

Oh ya, gary dont forget my chocolate muffin ok.... hee !!

Thats all ~~~

2007-07-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

Live Earth 2007 rockz.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Should watch it.....

Thats all~~~~

2007-07-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

Yup...'' Life's a bitch''

I was like standing at the edge of a cliff....looking at the sky, to expect miracles, calling for help, no one hears, so freaking miserable, i had never like this before.

The fact is ......

Everything so f**k up.

Stupid HQ forgot to summit our pay last week. End up have to wait for today.

If not, i'm going to call up ....nagging.....

Thats all~~~~

2007-07-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

Photos taken last thursday

Was at swimming pool near my place

As i got nothing to do at home

Suntan.....!!!!!!

Thats all~~~~~

2007-07-07T05:20:00.000+08:00

Tears .........

Question to u .....?

How would u feel that someone take care of you when u're not alright ?

When someone willing to listen to u although she's not good at comfort you, how would u feel ?

She's like a guardian angel to u , how do u feel ?

Who send u home when u're drunk ?

When u call on me ? Where am i ?

Have u ever think why i cried ?

When u weeped, where am i ?

When i weeped, where are you ??????

And u just walk away with someone......................................*thanks to weihao, jimmy and vic by my side........

Today, i know u're sad because of someone. I understand ....!!! Does he treated u as the one ? I guess not.... So what for waiting ? I just dislike to see your moody face....so just walk away ......let go ...be free.....!! There is someone better out there....I was sitting at the staircase, looking at you and my tears are on....and WHY ? I feel it.....I cherish u because u are my beloved friend..... always .......

Thats all~~~~

2007-07-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

Someone.......

Someone bought me a bag ( which i love it when i saw it )
I'm really really appreciated what you had bought me. Thanks...
Someone made an effort even though i just hurt him last weekend
My friends were stunned, just like ' huh ''....''what are you doing, cindy'' ?
I know that this decision was very unfair to you, very sudden .
I couldnt go through
I couldnt let myself to be..........
I'm speechless
I'm touched BUT...............

Deep thoughts within me............

Thats all ~~~~~

2007-07-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

Losing my mind.......

Ever since the 7% gst increase, my computer at chapter2 was totally a mess. I had to redo the PLU codes, create new codes for services, calling HQ to comfirm the prices...etc. Everything went up and once again our expenses too. It was just too pricey living in singapore.

Thats all........

2007-06-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

This afternoon i woke up, out of nowhere, i'm craving for bubble tea, dim sum and donut. Hehehe.... had my bubble tea and donut this evening......... Missions partially completed....!!!

This piece of donut which i smuggled into cinema. I bought 3 pieces. 1 for Jimmy, 1 for Gary and 1 for me.....so tasty....!!! Ok......catch Transformers with them. The movie was fantastic, better than fantastic 4. Worth my bucks.......

Coming up....September....!!! I'm fully occupied and will be busy for my posh birthday and gary's trip to tekong........maybe after this, i will be mia from tanjong pagar because clubbing without gary, quite bored. Gary is my battery ya......!!! But i'm still going if somebody asking me out....hehehe

Over these months with them, I like the way i am till now. I've chosen this path that i will never regret. They had gave me some kind of happiness, love and friendship which cant be described. Besides, i know what are the conséquences in future. No matter what....I'm their Faghag always (especially gary ).........because a successful faghag status does not comes easily. ( with lots of endurance, NEUTRAL and etc....) I enjoy the status of a faghag......well....thats me.....

Quote from website......

"Friendship is a dangerous thing. Like when you get that close with someone, to a point where you can feel that you can talk to them about almost anything, then it is just natural to want to take the relationship to the next step. That is what love is all about, friendship. And then you realize that it is more than that, something that you can't even describe with words, because words only seem to
reduce the power that you feel."

(Specially dedicated to Gary, my dearest....)

Thats all~~~~~

2007-06-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Night.....

Last night, it was really a fabulous night for us. Because i wasnt in the mood for past few days due to stress. Finally !!!!!! .....We drank quite a lot and thanks to gary and his friends. Got to know a group of friends. Pictures below are those happy moments..........

new friends (they are so adorable)

gary, gan, roger, ME

The 2 Js ( jaret n jimmy )

gary, kailong, ME

ash with his new look (dreadlock)

Thats all~~~~~

2007-06-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

Got it from some website.... about Virgo

Traits of a Virgo:

Purist
Plays safe
Worrier
Has mood swings ( very true )
Perfectionist
Easily content
Demands respect
Fair judgement
Frequently depressed
Destructive at times

Likes...

Pursuit of 'trueness'
Standards
Proper methodology
Practicality
Neat & tidy ( i'm a neat freak )
Friendliness

Dislikes...

Chaos
Noise
Assymetry
Change
Risk
Nagging

Thats me......

2007-06-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

Just came back from sentosa with gary. We went to palawan beach, quite quiet today .But i loves the sun...!!! Thanks to gary accompany me there even though his stomach upset. You're the best...!

Days are gone, been busy helping out as one of my assistant on leave . I'm really exhausted and really want to go to a ''stress free'' place .

Well, just last week, cupid strikes on me. I was like ''it was totally unimaginable''......!! His name was derek .''Let us moves on slowly ....'' Cindy missed her singlehood..............

Deep thought within me.......well...a new day has come, i guess....

Les plus grandes erreurs que j'avais jamais faites.....

Quelqu'un allant obtenir blessé.......

Thats all~~~~

2007-06-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

Were at Velvet Dragon just now. Because i was invited to see the preview of the ''so called ''Man Pageant International *forgot what's the title. For the very first time to straight club this year, i walked in there, i was like ' Damn it, what is that??? It was so totally unimaginable. Crowds are mostly malays, thats what i saw. And 1 word to describe : bye...... I rather go zouk than this place. This place was out of my list, ever . Me and my friend kelvin still prefer tanjong pagar, more lively......

Right here i am, my lifestyle, my beloved friends which is important than ever. Who will be able endure it. I guess nobody.... ...isnt it ? Many friends told me ''ohh, you're pretty but it was such a waste that u are here''. Since this is the path i choose, i'll never regret what i've choose ever since the first day....

One day, who knows........

Thats all~~~~~

2007-06-14T12:57:00.000+08:00

Recently, i'm too busy at my work. Like i said '' everyday is a deadline '' Well.....Worry over my work and gary. There's too much pressure within. When can i get over it ?

Em......I had experience an affection coming towards me. He confessed ! ! He was a nice guy and waiting for me for almost 2 hours. Frankly speaking, no guys ever do it for me. Quite touched actually ....But i locked my heart for almost 3 years, i put this key elsewhere. First of all, i'm not really into relationship for the time being, maybe because i am still playful. I'm afraid that i might hurt someone or getting hurt .

Vic is a nice guy, helpful whenever we need

Jimmy, also a nice person and cute. Really great to have a friend like u...

(* remember me when our 30s)

Love u......

This one, Gary, never fail to make me bored. Such a wonderful friend i ever had. Cant imagine my life without him. Really need him to fill my life with colors. Gary will be top of my list in any matter.

They'll be missed and loved.....

Thats all ~~~~

2007-06-04T16:51:00.000+08:00

Officially a Salon Administrator....!!! I will be put under probation for 3 months. But which will be adjusted again if i've done a good job....Which means more work for me ....well, after all this is my job.....

I'll make a different.............

Thats all~~~

2007-05-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

Would you be there?
(In 幸福双人床, by Redwan Ali, Ken Chong)

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears instead.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

*chorus
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there?

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way?

*chorus
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there?

2007-05-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

Maroon 5
Better That We Break

I never knew perfection til
I heard you speak, and now it kills me
Just to hear you say the simple things
Now waking up is hard to do
And sleeping is impossible too
Everything is reminding me of you
What can I do?

*chorus
It’s not right, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break…

A fool to let you slip away
I chase you just to hear you say
You’re scared and that you think that
I’m insane
The city look so nice from here
Pity I can’t see it clearly
While you’re standing there, it disappears
It disappears

*bridge
Saw you sitting all alone
You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right
Life these days is getting rough
They’ve knocked you down and beat you up
But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

I’m not fine, not OK
Say the words that you say
Maybe we’re better off this way?
I’m not fine, I’m in pain
It’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way?
It’s better that we break, baby

Thats all ~~~

2007-05-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, partying at tantric, taboo and play. Quite disappointed with taboo because the crowds wasnt happening.....so we headed to play. I did realised that we were at play, we werent dancing, the thing is we keep on drinking and cruising around. At around 4 am, we wanted to take a cab home, and GUESS WHAT ??? The street was flooded with people waiting for a cab. I was like '' WTH, not again !!! '' Gary, Jimmy and me were so super tired, walking like a zombie. For almost 1 hour of walking, FINALLY !!!!!

Jimmy, u still have us with you.....

party aftermath

Thats all~~~~

2007-05-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

These few weeks, my dearest gary had something in his mind. He likes to conceal things to himself but in the end its burst. I know i'm not good in words but i can be your listener .....LISTEN......But i'm glad and i guess that he has cleared his mind. Now look towards for your future !!!!!!

Stand by you....

am i gorgeous ?

Thats all ~~~~

2007-05-23T22:23:00.000+08:00

~~~ follow your heart~~~

Since Ric, my ex manager came, is like a never ending work for us. Had to count our stocks all over again. Had to change our working style. Never been so tired before...i guess.... And i think opportunity was coming towards me, starting from next month. '' Salon Administrator'' This position actually sound good to me but the job scope make no different. As long there's increment.....

Thats all ~~~~

2007-05-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah......just received my gst offset package $200 of gst credits. Although its very little but at least better than nothing......And i had to wait till 25 jun to get it from ATMs.

Well, these few days, my ex manager Ric came to chapter2 for his daily routine. He realised that our outlet (bugis) was very different from the other outlet (marina sq). This is what he told me.......

- very dirty
- selling of products are not impressive
- our duties
- poor management
- our attitude
- our sales
- our attendence and overtime
- communication

I guess Ric was trying his best to make our outlet look more better. Although now he assigned me some works to do and i guess it would be good. I do find him nagging too but listen...if not ''bye''........I do felt that he was trying to push me up , teach me this, teach me that and things like that......sometimes u have to a bad person ( not those unreasonable kinds )during unexpected circumstances if not you can never make it through, know what is right or what is wrong. These are the a few things that he told me .

Thats all ~~~

2007-05-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

Last night, Mr Tantric 2007 goes to...........* cant remember his name. Actually before this cute host announced the results, i already knew who was the winner......so well......Cant they put the results in a nice ENVELOPE....*shake head
I personally find that Mr Personality was given to him was a grave mistake , WTH..... *shake head again

Although gary did not make it, so let me tell you this, you are still the best of all.................

Thats all.......

2007-05-10T16:57:00.000+08:00

The weather was freaking hot. I'm melting...Can the weather stop that... please ? Well, like i said, the world is changing.

Just now, i was looking at my shoes, i came to realise that one of my shoes was missing. It's a blue, with shiny coat. That one is my favourite pairs!!!........i do remember that i did not put it anywhere ....well.....

Ok....3 more days to Mr Tantric 2007....feel so excited for gary.

* do your best in everything
be yourself
be relax
be sexy...hehe

be there for you always.......

Thats all ~~~

2007-05-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

Came back from alex's chalet. Very tired !

Well......not really enjoyable because i'm having ''pms'' and another thing which is the atmosphere were different. The very moment we step in, somethings gave us a very strange look, as in ...''we went to the wrong place'' In my heart think "Oh come on, we knew each other right !!! Not even a single piece of shit or smile or 'hi' .....I was like ''huh''....I think thats all i wanna to say..!

Anyway, i did really enjoyed myself at wild wild wet. Some kind of thrilled......

Lastly, Happy Birthday to you alex

*mask is not a everyday things

Thats all ~~~

2007-05-03T11:39:00.000+08:00

cant remember where am i ?

Repulse Bay ( HK )

Genting Highland ( FreeFall )

Thats all ~~~

2007-05-03T10:07:00.000+08:00

Dilemma!!!!

My boss Monica offering me an opportunity *sort of promotion which is handle both outlets. Bugis Village and Marina Sq. Take over their receptionist duties. I work 5 days a week which i have to split it in 2 days at Marina Sq and 3 days at Bugis. She asked me to consider, by Monday ! If I'm ready for it, i'll ask for increment ......

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-30T14:16:00.000+08:00

Well.....thought of going back home, having a glass of milk and sitting in front of my computer but WHO KNOWS !!!! My computer is down...!! Never mind... i asked my sister to accompany me to internet cafe at Capitol .......Today, quite a busy day for me. First, go to marina sq to check their commission. Second, meet gary at somerset. Third, back to bugis to do closing. Lastly, to taboo.......

I'm extremely exhausted..............

Upcoming May, tons of event going on. Below are the events :

1) 4 - 6 may Alex's birthday at chalet

2) Cindy's house warming right after the chalet

3) When the darkness comes, to Fabulous Sunday

4) 13 May, big day for my dearest gary, MR TANTRIC 2007 !!!!!

5) Fabulous Sunday afterwards...

6) 15 May, Carrot's birthday.....

Hope everything will be fun......

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-28T08:47:00.000+08:00

Rain in the morning.

Well, last night had watched hills have eyes 2. It was totally gross !! I can say that part 2 was nicer than part 1. * actually i watched it 2nd time.....hehehe. . . All these disturbing scenes were all over my head now.

Anyway, gary send us these message, said that ''Hey guys, misses you all badly, hee . Pardon me if it sounded too mushy. Hugz ! '' A surprise for me because as in like he was going away to elsewhere but it was sweet. Gary, don forget the audition wor....do it well....jiejie supporting u ....ok !!!!

Time to dress up to work...

Thats all~~~

2007-04-26T10:01:00.000+08:00

~cosy morning~

maggi, HL milk, newspaper

While waiting for my bus 158, went to buy The Strait Times. Came across this article ''Monster of Balestier'' He raped 3 young women in their homes in 9 days, all of them from China. First victim was attacked repeatedly for hours, second victim was strangled till she passed out. Worst of all, he violated her with a toothbrush...!!! Third victim was tied up then sexually assaulted. These brutal assaults will left them with indelible scars.

Was he desperated ?

Or is there something wrong in his mind ?

This monster was sentenced to 28 years in jail and 24 strokes of cane for his brutal assaults.

He is no man ( pukes )

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

Climate changes...! Notice that these few weeks of weather were kinda weird. In the morning, the weather was freaking hot, like sitting in a sauna. By afternoon, the sky turned grey and its raining then....

Global Warming ...! Sea level rise as glaciers melting, heat waves causes fires, spreading diseases. What happened to our Earth !!!! Bah....Leave it to meteorologists...!!!

*Above all also causes PMS to me......

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

Hills Have Eyes 2 finally out in cinema, have been waiting for ages. The story is about a group of national trainees find themselves battling against a group of cannibalistic mutants in the desert. I've seen part 1 last year, and find it quite scary, better than the movie Hostel * my personal comment.....

My cough coming back to me.......I feel terrible when my time is up, cough repeatedly, kinda itchiness in my throat.

I'm suffering~~~~

Thats all ~~~

Being back-stabbed

2007-04-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

This evil colleague of mine....i did not provoked her and she back stabbed me...!!! Report to my manager nana, said that '' hey , shermaine saw cindy at orchard.'' OK, i admit that i was there....and i'm on mc that day. Yes...YOU think that nana will do anything to me, but.....to my surprise....nothing happened at all.....! YOU always think YOU have the authority to command others * pukes* and meddling other people business, so plastic and bootlicking my manager in order to climb higher. !! NO WAY..!!!! As long i'm still in chapter 2, YOU wont have your ways...!!!!

Despise this kind of person.......

An eye for an eye...........

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

that was hot....

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so cute

maggie q lookalike

Thats all ~~~

2007-04-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

How to become a successful ''faghag''

Well..... I'm not a lesbian or whatever, i'm a straight. I'm a full timer. I'm the one who likes to linger around with ajs. Quite weird isnt it ? Ask me to go mos or zouk ? I'll like '' huh ' dont want , boring. The reason why is because they are more happening, adorable, straight forward, comfortable to talk with....etc...! Sometimes, i can get privileges too. Such as free entry to club, jump-que, countless of bluespin or long island tea or get to know more friends. Ok, lets get started....

1) Be neutral * most important of all u must have

2) Know him well

3) Dont ever argue with him * u never know what he going to shoot u

4) Dont be a betrayer..* if not your head will rolling

5) Whenever he feel emptiness and call on you, u must be there

6) When he started to bitch, learn some from him * for your own good

7) Once in a bluemoon, on house !!! *this show how much u loved your owner

8) Friday, Saturday and Sunday went clubbing with him * sometimes even on thursday
or monday...

9) Pretend to be dead if u are asked to ...* meaning : as nothing had happened

10) When he drama, make sure u are there. * if not ''bye''

11) Be good to him * depend how's your owner treat u

12) Whenever he get playful, join him along

13) Be punctual

14) Listen whatever he told you * those good advises

15) Think before u speak

16) Dont take it for granded

17) Shout it out when he said somethings that hurt you

18) Be a thick skinned when its needed.

19) Be patient

20) Dont be fussy

21) Endurance.......*not everyone can do that

22) Sometimes, you have to be black and white....* meaning : peng

23) Lastly, Dont ever fall in love with an aj * if not u'll be banned, seriously.....

For nearly 4 months, although other people read this, may think '' wah, it was a torture...!!!'' To me, no no no....... Happy to be a faghag.....Because i have a wonderful owner ....'' Gary Sim'' hahahaha...........

from the bottom of my heart.....

Thats all ~~~~~

2007-04-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

Wonderful excursion on saturday @ taboo. We really enjoyed wearing our school uniforms . It was quite awkward at first because it was my very first time wearing school uniform to club.......hahahaha...... Well.....i must say excellect.............Lastly, thanks to gary , make a trip down to tampines to take the uniform......love ya...!!!!

Thats all~~~~

2007-03-30T11:18:00.000+08:00

I just upload a video which is taken on Vic's b'dae.......>>>>>

Firstly, I did enjoy myself at the chalet and missed the game'' who is the murderer ? '' In this game, the most UNFORGETTABLE role will be our

Tommer - because whenever he took a card, he get the role of nurse...hahahaha .....which is Gary called him '' Missy '' and the game mother ...His incredible laugh can be heard a thousand miles away....

Gary - Wei ........ Destructive, Catastrophic....!!! His most lethal weapon is his mouth ...!! Dont ever let his lethal weapon shoot u , because u wont able to endure/survive this......Anyway, this drag queen wannabe , never fail to entertain us !! Especially when both of us were about to sleep, he always made me '' hot '' meaning playing controller, lines, hp , pillow, CPR....etc... hehehe...His quote'' jiejie, ni bian le ''..and meimei kong xu....!!! When come to clubbing, i'll always think of u 1st *mushy right..... U know why ?? That is afraid u'll get drunk, more speech and drama....'' oh you should have listen..."Although u are smaller than me, i still treat u as my big sister ........too much to say.....

Vic - thanks for your chalet and a wonderful weekends. Really admired your singing, lastly u still owe me 1 jug .....hehehe

Oh , Jun - this crazy fellow set a game called ''Circle of Death''. At one time, i had to accompany everyone in the circle run all the way to the beach and back to our base.... can u imagine !!! Like running a 2.4 km....anyway its very challenging and 1 last thing is i saw the wild side of Jun.....

Jimmy Alex Winston - dont ever sing in your sleep ok if not u'll be slapz...hehe..... ge ge, remember your image ...Jimmy's quote '' wo mei you''....

Jeremy - your extravagant acts in the game. '' bu shi wo, wo bu shi....hehe, lastly be cheerful......

Calvin - a very nice person actually, dont spoilt us wor....if not we'll get use to it....hehehe

An Unforgettable Memory......

Thats all~~~~

2007-03-28T23:23:00.000+08:00

I just realised that i worked only 15 days in the month of March......hahaha....really enjoyed these 15 days.....

Me and alex were so bore that we took our ''so called wedding pics'' in his new laptop...

And i came across this new word '' presentiment '' in Dictionary.com

Meaning : A sense that something will or is about to happen ; a premonition

Thats all~~~~

2007-03-26T16:26:00.000+08:00

Finally, i can sit down quietly and do my blogging...... For almost 2 freaking weeks, it was a nightmare for my family. I have to recall what happened during the past 2 weeks. So where do i get started.....?

10th Mar, it was a fine saturday until i received a call from my sister in the late evening. Telling me that our house caught fire........I was shocked ...!! How could this happened ?? I really cant imagine......Lucky that jimmy went home with me. When we reached, i can tell u that it was a real drama. Policemen, ambulance, firemen, kaypohs at my block. And thanks that no one at home at that time. Somehow, there is something that came into my mind and that is my shoes, clothes, perfumes and i was so worried that these things will be burned..!! Thanks that nothing happened. Then i was told that parts of my living room get burned and end up the whole house was totally black.

Going to stay at gary's place for the time being.......Lastly thanks to gary, jimmy and sebastian for helping me ....I'm planning to have house warming in the late April which is on Sunday....*Jun cant wait for this day to arrive..........hehehe......

day 1

temporary ''new home''

day 2 - cleaning

our house junkies

day 3

day 4 - new look

Thats all...............

2007-03-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

Having headache this morning. Because i was drunk last night at tantric. At first, i told gary i'm so bore at home, then i suggested go to tantric and somemore its my treat...!! And gary was like ''really !!! He was so excited then. Also a very lucky night for gary....hehehe...! He had been asked to participate a contest called '' Mr Tantric '' in May. He was shy at first then i told him with your brain and look, definitely wins !!! *Gary, dont forget jie will support you........

sleeping at C2

Thats all ~~~

2007-03-08T22:02:00.000+08:00

Just came back from orchard with alex, searching for his maroon color wallet. We walked into many shops...Hermes, Gucci, Boss, LV, bah bah bah..........but end up empty handed....I think its quite hard to get a maroon color wallet ....especially for men...

Earlier on, meet up with benji for a movie. We watched Primeval , inspired by a true story. Quite scary afterall. Today, this beast was still alive...... Also watched this movie with gary, 300....lots of blood, some love making scenes *no wonder both of us had been asked to check ic....haha. I suppose that the Persians were defeated by the Spartans but ............hmmmm.......!

This saturday, Bluespin date with benji.....

Thats all~~~