Today is 2009, a new year for me....i have a list of resolutions to make......


- to get in new working environment, a better place..
- be nice to my family often
- a change in me....
- good health
- must pamper myself more
- spend wisely
- more cash in my account
- stop making a frowning look to others



This is all i have....





Thats all~~~~

Sim asked me what is his definition of ''beautiful'' ?

I found a quote that link to what he told me...it matches beautifully.....

''The best and most beautiful thing in life cannot be seen, not touched, but are felt in the heart''

Helen Keller

That all~~~

Crucial moment for you

wish u could sit down and think those happy moments u had it last time.

Miracles do happen.

I dont wish to receive any calls from them , saying that you are breathless.

I might not able to take it,

although i could foresee the day, some dramatic imagination goes through my mind,

but i dont wish to

Daze during worktime,

sleepless nights

trying to think some solution to change your mind

At this time,

you need alot of love, support and concern from your brother, sis in law, 3 kids and some friends..

So am i.....

Thats all~~~

Well, i feel that this recent recession affected us badly. Everything needs to scrimp. People are getting lesser on the street, from what i seen. Inflation too.... everthing not cheap as before. For example, the bus fare increases to 3 to 4 cents, that is alot. Money still insufficient....

The worse is coming.......


My sister asked my mum why she didnt want to work and she replied ' oh, yr nephew so young, who's going to look after him...and your dad wont like it if i'm working outside .'

Currently my dad is not working. He dont like because he was a boss himself 2 years ago at his hawker stall selling soya drink and he just cant put down his narrow-minded mind. Example if my mum is working, he will think that oh this is so disgrace..His friends recommended him to be a cab driver and he says 'NO'...due to his backache, he cant sit for too long. So what about driving instructor, a 'NO' from him again because he wont have the patient to teach. Sometimes, i have no ideas what he think about. Even my future brother in law agreed with me too . This cannot there cannot.... I feels so upset because of this problem.

Like i said..money still insufficient....

Hope that my dad will change his boss-minded and narrow-minded TO open-minded.....very soon.....






Thats all ~~~

I was very amazed when i watched the Paralympics. The contestents were so determined despite they were disabled.

Keep it up !!!!!




Thats all ~~~

My Birthday Bash

6th Sept

drinking waterfall....yucks !!

gary was puking.....

adnormal ?

party aftermath



shareholders.....

i'm so diva.....

*next in line will be gary sim weiling, his 20th birthday...!!!!

finally, i got what i want
Thank you everyone........it just more than words

a night to remember.....

Thats all~~~~

I want chocolate cake for my birthday.......

prefers Bakerin, Awfully, Patissier, Rive

____________________________________

*oh dear, i'm aging...

Aging soon on Sept 6

oops.....

Thats all ~~~

Whenever i listen to Mariah Carey (bye bye), i just couldnt control my tears . I always like to imagine the worst case scenario. Imagine someone who was so dear to you that he /she passed away under some circumstances, a part of you is gone, activites will not be the same again, how you wish to turn back the time, how you wish to exchange half of your lifetime to them, you will miss them greatly. I really cant imagine myself in this scenario....

Generally, you will be in daze, loss of appetite, not being yourself, emotional, isolate yourself, illusion, worst of all : self mutilation...They needs all their friends and families support. Surely you have to carry on with your life but it is not easy.


( it wont be the same again.....)


害怕......




Thats all ~~~

Frankie's bday @ kukup

aug 16-17

mogu vs volka

wind of goddess.......

Though it was a short trip, i enjoyed even though it was my first trip with them. It was a beautiful trip BUT the sea was the dirtiest i had ever seen ...!!!! haha....

Looking forward the next trip......

* still thinking what to do for my bday 69.....sigh.....

Thats all ~~~

August 15, 2008


I cant believed what i heard. Never knew it would happened.
I was devastated.
The feelings i had, totally like everything in pieces, loss for words......

All i know is to watch, take care, stand by for until........it will never be the same again.......No matter how tough it is, will go through together.....*tears





Devastated........

Fun day @ Zoo

27 July

took this pic because of the guy

wearing black

looks so proud


jaguar

one family !!

cindy

sim weiling

sim weiling & jefferson

jefferson with elephants behind

a lazy kangaroo after lunch

errr... some mixtures of peacock or ostrich ?

white tigers are waiting

impatiently for their lunch

farewell to jevon, to sweden

Thats all ~~~

Cafe Del Mal @ Sentosa

1st time been to this place, beautiful people around especially they had this swimming pool, but there is no different from other beaches. Before we reached here, we were driving around sentosa practically for an hour looking for this place. By the time we reached, half of our ''excitment mode'' goes to the air. The sun wasnt strong enough for me, a pity.....

Eventually, we took some pictures and sun tanning....

the pool...

this face ?

having our milkshakes

the camwhores

jefferson doing his stuffs


me__jefferson__gary

have a bite, anyone ?

Next beach, KM8......

Thats all ~~~