Whenever i listen to Mariah Carey (bye bye), i just couldnt control my tears . I always like to imagine the worst case scenario. Imagine someone who was so dear to you that he /she passed away under some circumstances, a part of you is gone, activites will not be the same again, how you wish to turn back the time, how you wish to exchange half of your lifetime to them, you will miss them greatly. I really cant imagine myself in this scenario....

Generally, you will be in daze, loss of appetite, not being yourself, emotional, isolate yourself, illusion, worst of all : self mutilation...They needs all their friends and families support. Surely you have to carry on with your life but it is not easy.


( it wont be the same again.....)


害怕......




Thats all ~~~

Frankie's bday @ kukup

aug 16-17

mogu vs volka

wind of goddess.......

Though it was a short trip, i enjoyed even though it was my first trip with them. It was a beautiful trip BUT the sea was the dirtiest i had ever seen ...!!!! haha....

Looking forward the next trip......

* still thinking what to do for my bday 69.....sigh.....

Thats all ~~~

August 15, 2008


I cant believed what i heard. Never knew it would happened.
I was devastated.
The feelings i had, totally like everything in pieces, loss for words......

All i know is to watch, take care, stand by for until........it will never be the same again.......No matter how tough it is, will go through together.....*tears





Devastated........