Happy birthday to my dearest Gary Sim Wei Ling. Big boy wor.....One more year, you are going to join our 20's club, LOL. Me, your jie going to say '' live your life with the fullest and strong not fragile''


Now, this is my personal thoughts and may be very straight forward, so i'm writing down here from the beginning :

25 oct- disaster from the start, on the eve of the chalet '' HAVE U EVER THINK OF HIM '' '' DO U HAVE ANY MOTIVE OR SOMETHING '' '' U KNOW U'RE NOT READY AND U MADE SPARKS, EVENTUALLY THERE'S FIRE '' '' OR CANT U WAIT AFTER HIS BIRTHDAY OR SOMETHING ''

Not ready ! Why must be together in the first place and hurting him in the end. If you told from the start, this would not be happen. These 2 days at chalet, i was like attending funeral (* sorry. touchwood ) because sadness in the air. It really hurts me a lot when i saw gary's weeping face. I sat with him, looking at the sky. Hatred felt inside my heart. I know him for nearly 1 year, that is the face i ever saw. Eversince the damage is done, is not going to pay anything with it,( not even your life !! ) because u made this scar and pinned inside his memory for life. I will remember this.



Thats all ~~~~